I cannot accomplish what I have set myself to do... I am feeling so sad right now because I have failed myself - and in doing so, I failed him... 这样过的真的是很丢脸的…… I thought that if I went far away, to a place close to his heart, I could find happiness... but I am just so distressed.
Whatever. I don't have waking time to lament what I have lost. I just got back from filming an antioxidant commercial and playing with the orchestra for Wolfpack Parent Night. I also got a 18/18 mark on my Chemistry design lab, which is nice since I worked quite hard on that. I am going to go all out for great scores on IB testing.
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:( Cheer up, dear. You don't have to go to Hong Kong to prove anything!
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